| wow. . . I still have this thing? I've been busy with facebook soo err chaa. |
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| I feel . . . .sooo drained right now. Yesterday freakin killed me. I'm still recovering (T_T)
. . haa. . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . .. maybe I was bit harsh to Phil. But he should already know what he is dealing with.
I just can't seem to find a solution to make everyone happy without making someone feel bad
in the process. Is it that impossible? . . .I think from 2:00 am sunday til 6:00am this morning I
cracked. Like I blew a freak gasket. I . . really need to find a better method of handling it than
ripping people apart like that. I can't hold grudges to save my life. I guess it's not in my genetic
make to hate someone that much. But I guess this time apart would really do us some good. Plus I'm
not exactly sure how he is feeling right now. He did sent me a notice back. . . But I don't have the heart
to read it right now. I try to act all big and bad most the of time but... I guess deep down I'm a bit of a
coward. . Something I'm not proud of but.. it's true. I need to work on it. GWAEGHAWNHH! I don't understand.
A part of me still want to blast his ass to Saturn but.. A part of me wants to go running back. But I know if I go back to quickly things will just go right back to the same. We need a lot of time apart. Maybe a few months. Maybe a few years. I just wish I didn't feel like I just stab someone in the back. I need to go shower and pray lol. I'll know this will pass. It's just going to need time.
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| I am very bored. . . there is nothing to do.. nodda... zip... gah |
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| OMG~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ I gotta pass my finals or I'm going to throw myself into the James River. I HATE SCHOOL I JUST WANNA FINISH GGERWAGWRHBIQTKAMQNTIK !- I need shengu garudan soshite samu. |
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| -__- zZ I feel like I've been hit by 3 monster trucks. Great morning. ummm yeah im going back to sleep. guu nai~ bitches. |
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